So ive been on holiday. The first half of my holidays was my own chosen destination. I decided to visit Yokohama and Tokio in Japan. It was really beautiful there. Met some geisha who were really friendly, and I had a great laugh with them, and got to try some kimono on, they were oh so beautiful. um. Then I went shopping for them really cool japanese gadgets. You know... japan created all the mint electronic lil thingies. And soon ran out of cash. So I started working in a sushi bar, but soon got chucked out for nibbling. :( Well, the good news was that I was leaving soon. But this time the destination wasn't nice AT ALL! My mum sent me to see my family back in Poland :S It would have been ok if gran wouldnt have got married at the age of 58 :S and moved to the countryside. Ugh. No phone range, no internet. Talk about a computer.. Nope. So I didnt have anywhere to charge my mp4 and knowing me and the way I can't live without music... well. yeah. So I was taking lotsa awesome pictures with my new phone. (Nokia5800 in case you wanna know) Traveling back to UK was worse. 4 hours in the bus to Poznan. 30 minutes in the cab to the airport, spent lotsa money on that. Found out both of my suitcases are too much in weight. Bought a snickers bar at the gates, turned around and noticed everyone lining up for the plane... I wonder what my face looked like. HEHE So yeah. ^_^ where should I go next year? Suggestions are more than welcome.

Everyday we meet them. Even though we meet so many of them, we socialise with so few. *sigh* if we make bonds strong enough to believe, we can last through a long period of time without them... But sometimes a bond is not enough. Sometimes it takes support not to let go... Im glad that my bonds were strong enough, and that I had friends to support me all along. Im glad we didnt end. (yes, im talking MAINLY to you, Duiliath) *Siiiiiigh* Oh well, now im elated to be able to bond some more! (hm, that sounds a bit wrond... or is it just me...?)

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My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlies bar
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
'Im sorry!', I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me
And you can help
Sickens me to the soul,
And if you read this
and don't pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Because you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be affected
By this Poem
And because U R affected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
PLEASE COPY AND PASTE

got it?

OMG im so happy.

whaat? no moods to the message???
ok, anyhoo.
I've been rating movies and games just to get to that level with the wooden plank with the nails in it.
AND NOW WHAT? i got a chinese dude on my level. IM NOT EVEN A GUY! No, i havent got anything against the whole chinese thing. and im not being a racist either. HOWEVER I WISH TO KNOW is this colour scheme and moods and level icons and such which have been changed penament or temporary (((pls say its just for a few weeks*
NEED REPLIES!

Ok, so i must admit, this was definetly the most boring i've ever lived through.

I was hungry well, hungry for sugar, and so i brought myself some jellybeans. The ones from 'jelly bean factory' and yeah, i was amazed with the selection of flavours, and stuff, so i wanted to try a popcorn jelly bean. IT WAS DISGUSTING! i dont like liqurice, so i chucked them away as well, and i wanted a cherry flavour jelly bean, but it was the same colour as the cinamon flavoured one and it was also not very good for my poor little self.

Wait, WTF, y the fuckin hell am i writing about jelly beans?!

I am super happy right now cuz i found out the real names of all my fave rockstars and yeah... i know their e-mail addy's YAY! how does Mia Suzuki sound? ;p YEAH, IZE A TOTAL GIRL. but wait. i cant do that cuz i've already got a bf. well, that sux.

That was random.

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People, add me on msn if you want:
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hope to have SOME sorta comments or replies here.

AWESOME STORY (for men only):

Please skin yourself with a rusty pizza cutter then pour chew tobacco and alchohol all over yourself, shove a rake up your asshole and pull your anus out and tie it around a tree in the Amazon which you hang on, then hollow out the inside of your dick and wrap the outer skin around your lips the piss and cum stream going into your mouth, stick needles in your eyeballs and shit up your nose then stick a dagger into both your eardrums and scalp yourself, put a nail on your skull then hit it with a hammer multiple times then tear your jaw off its hinge and nail it to your chin, stretch your uvala out of your mouth then wrap it around your face, cut your face down to the bone and snap both your elbows and knees rib your feet and hand off and stab all the bone ends into your lungs, then cut open your stomach and expose all your organs, grabbing your intestine and making it into a noose, then rub honey all over yourself and watch as bugs and crabs and small animals crawl all over you and start to eat you alive for days as you lay in your own stinking pile of shit piss and sperm going into your mouth as rats and bugs and a wasps nest living inside your organs and then splash stomach acid all over your face and chew on your own muscles and organs and tongue to prevent starvation and animals crawl through your neck you choke on a porcupine and get spikes sticking through your jugulars and throat, then disconnect all your veins and arteries and stick the ends in your nose as blood comes shooting up your nose and filling your skull and shooting out through the small holes in your eyes caused by the needles then after months drown in your own shit.

hahahahahaha (yeah, im cute that way)

uuh, knowing your posts are well out of date is just kinda sad. but i havent been on a while so... im just pathetically bored. and what are you people up to? I've got a weeks vacation now. and i GOTTA tidy up my room. Ok, so maybe I shouldnt write about that ;p and oh, MY valentines day was CRAP cuz my other half seems dead. what now? need advice. Also, my cat has gone a bit weird recently. its like, she goes mad and then she falls asleep on my lap and sleeps for three hours. its just she never acted that way. Today... well, its snowy. um... i made a snowman, but ize really upset cuz there's not enough snow to ski or whatever.

*5 mins later*
My cat has messed up all my system setup cd's AAGH! Right, thats it. im having another tarantula. at least they dont go mad. well they do... but. snakes are just creepy. especially if they go over your legs when you're asleep...

*5 mins later*
Has anyone else got Google Earth 5.0 or am i just being sad?

*5mins later (last post, i promise)*
I found out about Windows Photostory! its quite cool actually. I can believe i have to do homework over MY free time. So fucken rude!

Mwahahahhahah, had a gothic new year's party over at mine! really cool!!!
yeah... i know i look pretty freakin scary, but i was meant to be a vampire, but the teeth didn't fit on right, so here i am, a spider girl... this photo iznt too good...

People need your help.
RIght, here we go.
I've been friends with those girls for 3 years now. Suddenly this mentally abused gal budges in and turns the best one into a zombie. the other into the zombie's dog meaning that she does everything like the so called 'zombie'and the others thankfully stay with me.
The problem is though,that on msn, i told her i'm well pissed off with her and that she shouldn't be trying to be our friend 'cause its not gonna happen and she's a stuffed up bitch. another prob is that our head of year told us to be horribly nice to her, even if she's driving us loopy, and what she said she's gonna do is that she's gonna print off the chat and give it to our head of year. HELP! what to do now.

I want a lot of helpful comments please.
PM would be highly appreciated.

thx

Hey People.
Just to let you know about myself.
I'm actually 1 year younger than it says on my profile. and im a goth.
what r u guys like?